FASH_I_ON!

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love this pic with sliding down angle like i do weigh on the left side.


love with what i do with my head, feel like ignorance to people who won't stop talking bad about me! ha


it was fabric troussers and it doesn't intend to be shape like jumpsuit kind of thing though. hate my face!


just got home from my work place and take this picture with my journal and my motor's key on my hand.


Accidentally taken by my aunt, and it does perfect, like while i was walking and trying to tie my shoe laces and there was a pap (my aunt) do it. ha

just
borrowed black leather jacket
fabric-resized troussers
Adidas round-shaped shoes
a mon journal & a motor key
...

Rich kids and Rich attitude

Password : don't mess with him

i never thought that when you have everything at your young age, you actually could do everything. maybe it's a blessing that he gets, or what. For me, it's his. But i also think that he doesn't do and use it properly. It just like when i saw one of them in one few quarters ago. He becomes bossy and he thinks he can order people around and play by his moods. Sometimes he can but mostly if he deal with wrong people, let's say, people who don't afraid of his threat, the kid will just shut his mouth and keep silent but he won't listen. That's the type. He has his own rules, i mean rich kid's rules. And it is going to be hard for him to change except he already realized what he did wrong. Even he doesn't respect to his teacher. he think he can say whatever he wants and never realize it does insult to the teachers and this type of kid needs to be given a real lesson. If you happen have this kid in your class, try to be relax and give him his space. Just give him first warning if he does something bad or disobey you. Maybe he will try to disturb to other students and scare his friends. Give his second warning if he is getting worse. And if you can't take it anymore, just get him out of the class. Instead of risking many students who eager to study. Do it like this? Open the door and tell him to go out. If he insists to stay in the class, take his hand and guide him to go. I won't be defeated by this type of kid. Many teachers who actually can't take it and just leave the room, hoping the students apologize to them. It's different era, you have to do your job to teach them about the lesson and how to respect you as a teacher. Rich kid got big things but he actually has little things inside. Give him what he deserves and teach him if he wants to change. once more, this is about the rich kid that i am teaching now. Rich kid has many types, and my student's type is the bad one. Cheerio.

TEMPE

Loves tempe so much.

This morning, for my breakfast, i ate ketan putih (white sticky rice) with pouring dried coconut and a fried tempe and it didn't make me full but enough snack for the morning. And a few hours a go, i felt so hungry and waiting for my 'early' lunch to come, but i gotta work first. Here we go, my lunch menu was all fried, fried fish and fried tempe, except for Pare, green veggie with bitter taste and the ketchup. I love tempe, and i ate eight of them on this midday. I never liked it so much or it's because the fact that i was hungry. I think i do agree to my latter statement. But actually, tempe is healthy and yummy. And not to forget, it's cheap if you buy it. it's traditional food for Indonesian and my family always have it on the menu twice a week. Tempe is from soybean, it is packed in form. You can buy it here for Rp. 2,000 (20c)/bar and shapes like long trapezium and covered with banana leaves. It's so natural. You can do this material by chopping it into many pieces and cover it with flour and then you can fry it into brown in colour. You can eat it in hot condition with sauce or ketchup, that's my suggestion. Fantastic! And I do think frying it, is the best and simple way to eat it and mostly we do it like this, especially to Warteg (traditional restaurant). You can buy it there for Rp. 500 (5c)/piece. But there are many things you can do and make your 'a la' tempe as you wish. And most importantly, it made in Indonesia. You'll be loving it, fellas.

SENEN

today, we, me and my bff, went to senen. the place that i have known for many years but i, personally, never go there. I know my friends go there buying cheap things like clothes, the most famous apparel to sell there. So, here we go, the area that i never reach since my casting days since 2004. The place is so different and tidier from the last time i passed. We picked the public parking lot and it was pretty large area and maybe we were lucky because they were less people than usual. So, we went to the eastern part of the place as we got information from the parking man. We went to the 2nd floor to have my bff's business done first and we checked to the 3rd floor, the second-hand clothes, after that.



And i was amazed to the sightseeing there, full of all kind of types of clothes. The clothes is for all ages, men and women. They also have the man who are going to resize the clothes that you are going to buy. i also saw fashionable chicks and dude wearing trend apparel picking some clothes there and maybe some designers go here too to have cheap fabric and maybe inspiration. The range of prices of the clothes pretty cheap. jacket and shirt for rp. 35.000 ($3,50). Tees for rp. 10000 ($1). Tie for rp. 5000 (50c). The man also sell their nice jeans for rp. 10000 ($1). my bf suggested me after buying it you have to rinse it with hot water+detergent and rinse it again (rinsing part 2) with just regular water and wash it in the end like he did when he bought his thick jacket, the real price was rp. 35000 and he bargained it to be rp. 15000 ($1,50). Oh yeah, i forgot to tell you that you can actually bargain it. Yipee ;)

it also has line-up foods and snacks near tha parking lot, these are something traditional that you can eat, it must be cheap and delicious. Yumm. And i was laughing seeing this young man selling paper bag that the luxurious shops have and gave when you have purchased their things, name it like CK. I was imagining that this lady (the one who i saw buying) having this CK paper bag in her hand and went to great malls after this, so rich! Instead of having the expensive thing inside, like you bought one piece of tee or dress, because one is quite expensive to buy, you have lot of cheap clothes inside instead. Haha then we stopped by to this mall, called senen jaya and thrilled, especially my bff, seeing lots of watches on the 1st floor.

They sell it in a beautiful shape and lots of colours and one thing for sure, these things are cheap. They have this odm, puma, police, dg and ck imitation. Amazing! And they even sell the watch for rp. 14000 ($1,40) and we looked at each other opening our mouth saying, "what!" but what do you expect, it was cheap and no quarantee in quality. So when people do buy it, it all because of the fancy shapes and beautifully colours. you know what these are chinese. Haha we were kinda tired and decided to go home, it will be a long road, and It was new experience and i will be back to check out things there again. Go and check yourself this place cause actually it's easy to reach. Do Comment and i'll tell you how to get there by the public transportation. Have fun!

Duty Man

Here we go again.. this is new regulation at my work place. It sounds cool though but, real correction would be, no! We have to do extra works like checking students and things around. For example late students or teachers, like me this morning ;p and school things that have been broken, like leaking ceiling, the-can't be used- AC and computers. We need to write them down based on the time you actually found them on the duty teacher's book. Ugh! By the way, i was one of charging teacher today to do the task and shockingly event has occured, one of the students' cellphone was lost and it made her cry. Oh poor her! I had to write it down and would be checked by the next duty teacher and it was at period 5, there was a checking project to find the thing and all students must be out of the class and the teachers did the checking to all of their bags and we found nothing just rummaging the smelly stuffied-bags. It has been happening for the third time now. i never though it still can be happened in this national plus school where the students are richer. Be cautious this time and take anything important in the pocket!

The Box

Push it and other people in the world that you don't know + you got $ 1,000,000
or
ignore it and got nothing
filmwad.com

What a strange film happened in 1976-ish. Cameron Diaz plays a mother who has quite perfect life until she got the box which lead to her death. She needs to volunteer herself to die to save her family. She needs to responsible because she is the one who pushed the button and gets one million dollars, she actually just got fired from her job so that's the reason she did it. The story, for me, would be good and isn't confusing if they cutted the alien and magical outerspace-ish part in the film. The story actually a little bit weird about a 'strange' box and the plot is going to make you 'yawning all the way!' if you don't get it what they are trying to deliver pictures by pictures with 70's year background. but Diaz does quite well in her acting in the film. bravo!

Password : come and see

Horsemen..

The film is starred by Dennis Quaid and Zhang Ziyi. for me the story is about the problem people of not having insufficient attention to them and they do something bad like hanging other people or themselves, their skin, with hooks. So brutal! Quaid plays as a detective who is away, in term of connection, to his two sons and in the end his older son hooked himself and made him realize what he did wrong all this time, abandoning his sons. And Ziyi plays innocent-turned-evil maid, she still looks good girl for me with her trying-tobe-bad attitude. if they decide just one man who is psycho in the film, that would be really 'betta' and not confusing film, especially for Quaid as the detective in the film.

It's a business doing pleasure

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It's Ashton!
He comes back after punk'd celebrities around! SPREAD, a film about a male whore who is poor in everything, except his hot appearance. His dream is to have easy life and live it in high-class world, he needs pleasure and he needs real, i mean, rich woman to make it comes true.

I wanted to watch this film, actually one of my friend, younger than me, told that she just watched it and shocked cause she think it was such a porn film.
Yeah, lots of 'porn' scenes! Poor the director couldn't persuade the actor to be bare too cause i can guess that the girls want to see 'his 6 inches'! Haha
The first whole story is full of lavish life of a gigolo, i could say, and sex, not to forget!! And how come, Samantha held him in her place and didn't kick him out after she found him getting laid with another woman! The middle aged girl needs sex, Poor her! The conflict would be when he falls in love with Heather, social climber like him. But karma does its job, for Nikki doing bad to girls and it and she does him. In the end, he works regular job who needs to work hard to get what he wants, not by 'selling' himself around.

Lil-bit gossip!
for the promotional usage, Ashton wanted to get naked but her wife, Demi disagreed with his decision. Yaiyalah ya! Lov her tho'

The Messengers 2 : Scarecrows

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The film was not bad but my love did really want to see it so we bought it. Um, honestly i did not want to see it cos i always think that the sequel would be worse cos the casts are new and unknown and it's like challenge for the sequel-ers to make it a more hit or miss, but mostly it would be a miss. the first one was starred by Kirsten Stewart and i guess it was a success. Anyway the story is about the blessingly bad scarecrow which helps the farmer. It helps in a way, someone or thing threats the field and it kills them like crows and land-buyers. It influences the family relationship cos the father put the field (his corn field) over his family. It comes alive in the end of the film and tries to kill the family. Watch out for this new actress in the film, i guess her name is Kalina Green. She plays the mother and i think she has natural acting. Plus of this film must be the director, he is Martin Bernewitz the director of the first messengers, the grudge and the i-love, 30 days of night.

The Blind Side

I've watched the film and it was interesting one about life and people and P.S. Sandra is in it! so, i bought and saw it right away!! she is marvelous and she plays a mother of two with big house and perfect life, her perfectness plus by her heart..

Her helping hand takes this homeless boy, called Michael Oher who apparently has nothing! She and her family take care and support him to be a great man, specifically. he is such a perfect defender for his team, his school team. Everyone, even most of his teachers, haven't seen yet what this boy had. and the family actually really sees it. The conflict must be when the investigator asks him that the family truly help him or there's hidden intention, so they can be part of the University spotlight, (Mississipi University)

well, Michael chooses for his own decision in the end because he sees the truth about what he needs and his life could be and the real family's helping hand.

The film is based on the true story and I saw real characters in the end of the film, Real white family and Michael Oher.

when you see this film, don't forget to check the beautiful essay of his..

" COURAGE IS A HARD THING TO FIGURE,
YOU CAN HAVE COURAGE BASED ON A DUMB IDEA OR MISTAKE,
BUT YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSE TO QUESTION THE ADULTS OR YOUR COACH, OR YOUR TEACHER, CAUSE THE MAKE THE RULES,
MAYBE THEY KNOW BEST BUT MAYBE THEY DON'T,
IT'S ALL DEPEND ON WHO YOU ARE,
WHERE YOU COME FROM?

THERE'RE AT LEAST THE 600 GUYS THINKING ABOUT GIVING UP AND JOINING THE OTHER SIDE,
I MEAN, VALLEY OF DEATH, THAT'S PRETTY SALTY STUFF
THAT'S WHY COURAGE IS TRICKY

SHOULD YOU DO WHAT OTHERS TELL YOU TO DO?
SOMETIMES YOU DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHY YOU'RE DOING SOMETHING

I MEAN, ANY FOOL COULD HAVE COURAGE
BUT HONOR
THAT'S THE REAL REASON YOU WILL DO SOMETHING OR YOU DON'T
IT'S WHO YOU ARE
AND MAY BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE

IF YOU DIE TRYING FOR SOMETHING IMPORTANT, AND YOU HAVE BOTH HONOR AND COURAGE
AND THAT'S PRETTY GOOD

I THINK THERE'S OLD SAYING
THAT YOU SHOULD HOPE FOR COURAGE AND TRY FOR HONOR

AND MAY BE EVEN PRAY THAT THE PEOPLE WILL TELL YOU WHAT TO DO, HAVE SOME TOO"

is that good words up there?



the real cast and the inspiration of the film!



the cast of the film!

Bullock lines up with Country singer-goes-acting, Tim McGraw as her husband and Quinton Aaron (i just heard his name!) plays and forms at the exact similarity with the real Oher even their teeth! nice job, casting director!!
Don't forget about the elastically need more attention boy, Jae Head. watch him this years!!

Sandra Bullock just got two awards from People Choice Awards. One of them is voted as The Favorite Actress. I hope she will win Oscar by her best performance in the film. :)

yoyo

All About Sandra

Sandra Bullock is always be the one of my favorite actress. Speed, Crash, Premonition, Miss conginiality 1&2 and the latest one, All About Steve make me fall in love to her persona.

Let's talk about her latest film. it actually makes me laugh seeing her in that "crossworders" role. she never been dates any guy in her life cos of her insanity making her crossworders. everyone asked her to be normal and she was trying to be normal by acting like them.

so, her parents and the guy's parents set this blind-date up and she really straight jumped into him and chase him down until she finally realizes that "this" Steve doesn't love her.

the best message would be that you don't have to change who you are and instead find a friend (bunch of them) who have same interest like you do.

she is hillarious! love her + RED boots

yoyo

CHAPTER NINE : berisik ,like hell

aku sampai di rumah masuk melalui jendela rumah dan syukurlah diriku sudah dalam keadaan kering. Ibu sudah membawakan makan malam ke kamar untukku, biasa aku tidak biasa makan bareng dengan ayah, ibu, Alec dan Milli, dalam kurung keluargaku, karena tidak suka saat mereka makan dengan tidak ada tata krama. ibu sedah menyiapkan soup kentang bercampur keju beserta 5 bakso dalam ukuran sedang di mangkok besar, dua helai roti putih bertabur seledri kering dan air putih di dalam botol besar. cukup aneh memnag untuk minumanku tapi itu hal yang aku suka, aku tidak perlu lagi turun ke bawah dan melihat ruang makan berantakan dan ikut membereskannya.

sebelum aku sentuh makanan tersebut, aku biarkan jiwa ini membawa tubuhku ke kamar mandi untuk membersihkan darah dan debu yang menempel selama perjalanan pulang bersama pohon-pohon hijau nan tinggi ke arah rumah. 30 menit kemudian aku keluar dari kamar mandi dan tak ada handuk di kamar mandi, pasti Alec mengambil handuk biru langitku, rintihanku kesal. jadi aku keluar kamar mandi dengan bertelanjang semua. there's only me and God who creates me, so i feel no embarrashment, pikirku dengan mengerakkan tubuhku seperti anjing yang habis tercebur.

aku menghabiskan makan malamku dan teringat ke jadian tadi siang di sekolah, gadis baru, Ellein, kalung berinisial T, asalsekolah terkenal, seorang seperti aku, dan darah yang membawa kita lebih dekat. hmmmmm, aku menghembuskan nafasku dan mulai menelpon Wah, teman lamaku di smp. dia pasti sudah berada di kamarnya dengan bantal di kepalanya berniat untuk tidur. aku kira jam dindingku menunjukkan jam 8 malam, dan ku pikir tak apa-apa menelpon anak seumuranku dan menggangunya sedikit.

telpon berdering dan cukup lama dia tidak menjawab telponku. dan tiba-tiba,seorang wanita, mugkin 4 tahun diatasku, menjawab. "Iya, ini siapa? dan mau ngomong sama siapa? dan mau perlu apa?" cetusnya. aku mulai merasa tidak enak menelpon rumahnya, habisan hanya nomor rumahnya yang masih ku punya selama 2 tahun tidak keep in touch dengannya. "Saya Jon dan saya temannya Wah waktu di smp Garlandis dan saya mau mengobrol denganya sebentar!" jawabku tegas dan lengkap seperti yang wanita ini inginkan. aku paling tidak suka dengan wanita judes dengan kata-kata yang menyinggung perasaan. "Wah is out of the country, you freak!!" jawabnya dengan langsung menutup telepon. 1 detik sebelum dia menutup teleponnya dengan cepat, aku dengar suara berisik. it was like in hell..

CHAPTER EIGHT : just 2 of us

air membasahi mukaku dan Ellein masih berada dalam pelukan eratku. aku angkat dirinya ke tepian sungai yang telah membawa kita jauh dari iblis-iblis itu. saat aku dekatkan wajahku, dia mengeluarkan banyak air dari mulutnya dan menyemprotkan tepat ke muka ku. membuatku sangat sangat sadar, terima kasih, dari ketidaksadaran aku terbawa arus. dinginnya air sungai daerah yang aku tempatkan ini masih sangat terasa. serasa muisim dingin baru saja menghilang terbawa arus panas dari arah selatan negeri ini.

darah yang berada di keningnya dan tangannya sudah tak tercium dan tak terlihat, hanya noda pekat di kaos Londonku. dia menatapku aneh karena mengetahui dirinya bersama diriku basah-basahan. dan mengetahui diriku tak berpakaian, maksudku, tak berkaos!

tapi gadis ini memang bukan gadis cantik dan bodoh, seperti Jessica dan si kembar. dia justru malah bilang terima kasih atas bantuanku menyelamatkan dirinya dari teman barunya yang jahat itu. "Kau pasti merasa sangat dingin sekarang?" tanyanya dengan bibir mengigil. " hmmm, gak juga!" jawabku sambil menutup bibirku dengan cepat supaya tak terlihat gigilanku.

aku yang basah-basahan dan bertelanjang dada dan dia yang berpakaian penuh , basah juga, dan mengigil keras, mulai berjalan ke arah atas sungai tersebut. sebuah jalan setapak yang menuju ke sebuah jalan kecil, jalan alternatif, menurutku ke sekolahku. jalan yang sangat sepi, mungkin hanya Dan dan adiknya, Daanish yang melewati jalan ini untuk pergi sekolah, memeng karena kebetulan mereka jalan kaki ke sekolah ini. untuk mobil ayahku mana mungkin muat melewati jalan ini.

kita mulai berjalan dan berjalan menuju balik ke arah sekolah. "lepaskan kaos itu!" kataku cepat ke arah Ellein yang sekarang sedang berada di depanku berjalan mengigil dengan rambut panjang hitamnya yang maish basah menyatu. "Oh, ini kan kaos kamu yah?" dia menanya balik dengan tampang yang merasa seakan tidak enak karena diriku sekarng telanjang dada karena dirinya. "iya, tidak apa-apa!" aku ambil kaos itu dan ku lempar ke arah sungai yang berada di samping bawah arah kita berjalan ke jalan besar. tak ada banyak kata yang keluar dari bibir kita selama perjalanan. yang aku dengar hanya suara rintihannya, mungkin karena luka sayatan saat tergantung di pohon, mungkin juga goresan tangan iblis Jessica dan pentokan keras di keningnya. tak bisa yang lebih aku lakukan kepadanya hanya mengumam, hmmmmmmmm untuk menandakan diriku baik-baik saja berada di belakangnya.

seharusnya aku bisa mengandeng tangannya, menghangatkan dirinya dengan berpelukan, mungkin, menghangati satu-sama lain seperti film romantis yang pernah aku lihat. tapi hal-hal itu urung aku lakukan, karena dia bukan pacarku dan karena dia teman baru yang notabene baru aku kenal beberapa jam yang lalu.

aku berhentikan sebuah taksi yang melintas di jalan besar yang kita sedah capai dan membiarkan dirinya naik sendirian. "kau tak ikut?" katanya dengan rasa aman sekarang. "nggak, rumahku dengan dari sini" kataku bohong.

taksi berwarna hitam klasik itu meninggalkan diriku di jalan besar itu sendirian. dan ku mulai berlari dengan cepat dan meloncat indah ke pepohonan di sampingku menghilang cepat...

CHAPTER SEVEN : Darah, Darah dan Darah

dirinya terjatuh dengan keras dan dia mencoba untuk bangkit tapi tak bisa. aku lah yang seharusnya melakukan ini. aku bangkit dari sandaran badanku di tempat tidur panjang putih uks dan ku dorongkan dengan sekuat tenaga benda itu ke pintu. tangan-tangan mereka terjepit pintu dan ku ambil dengan cepat parfumyang berada di ruang uks tapi benda itu sudah tak berada disana. aku berlari ke jendela besar di samping ruangan dingin itu dan kupecahkan jendela. dua jendelanya.

aku angkat tubuh Ellein yang sudah tak sadarkan diri. mereka mencoba masuk tapi kulemparkan semua benda yang berada di dekat keberadaaanku disana. benda-benda itu malah diperebutkan oleh mereka karena telah berlumur darah. tak kusadari aku juga berdarah. sangat menyeramkan melihat darahku sendiri dan membuat diriku sedikit pusingdi keningku.

aku jatuhkan diriku dan diri Ellein dari jendela ruang uks. kami terjatuh ke pohon-pohon yang berada di belakang sekolah. cukup tinggi danaku harap Ellein tak merasakan betapa perihnya kulitku tersiska oleh batang dan ranting pohon-pohon itu. mungkin iblis-iblis itu sudahmemasuku ruangan di atas kita itu. aku hanya berusaha untuk bangkit dan tak aku temukan tubuh alabaster Ellein. dia tersangkut di sana, di atas batang pohon yang lumayan tinggi dariku.

"Oh My!!!" teriakku sambil menggerakkan kakiku yang sakit untuk memanjatmengambil tubunya. sebelum aku samapai memanjat jauh ke tempatnya tergantung, pohon itu bergoyang karena salah satu dari iblis itu ikut turun atau mungkin terjatuh dari atas, entahlah. aku hanya langsung turun dari batang pertama dan menagkap tubuh murid baru itu dengan hati-hati. dan akhirnya dia berada di pelukanku.

iblis berambut panjang itu, kukira iblis Jessica, masih berusaha untuk keluar dari ranting-ranting diatas pohon tersebut. aku berusaha keras untuk berlari secepat dan sejauh mungkin. tapi untuk sesaat bahwa aku tersadar, yang aku harus singkirkan adalah darah dan darah ini. darahku di tangan dan darahnya Ellein di kening dan lengannya yang mulai keluai dari perban kaos Londonku.

aku mulai pusing dan mengelengkan kepalaku dengan cepat ke kiri dan ke kanan berfikir apa yang tepatnya kulakukan untuk menyelamatkan diriku dan diri teman baruku yan juga seseorang yang sama denganku dan berbeda dengan iblis-iblis itu.

aku mulai panik dan tak bisa berfikir jernih tapi aku tetap berlari sejauh dan sekuat tenaga yang aku perjuangkan dan tiba-tiba aku terjatuh dan merasakan cairan dingin menutupi diriku dan tak kulepaskan, tak akan, diri gadis bernama Ellein.

CHAPTER SIX : Ellein

hari ini ku fokuskan perhatianku ke murid baru bernama Ellein. Gadis yang sangat aneh tapi cukup membuatku mengigil ketika dia sadar dan membalas tatapanku. sudah 10 kali dia membalas tatapanku sejak pelajaran bahasa perancis pagi ini. sekarang jam 12.30 siang dan saatnya aku dan teman sekelasku enjoy our lunch di kantin kita. Martha dan Dan sudah menungguku di depan pintu keluar kelas.

hari ini sebenarnya kau butuh sendirian. tapi setelah kupikir-pikir lagi tak apalah ada dua teman yang cukup care kepadaku. membantuku berjalan ke kantin sekolah yang letaknya memang cukup jaud dari kelasku. aku masih saja membayangkan apa yang kulihat di leher gadis itu, sebuah liontin perak berawalan huruf T. apakah itu sebuah awal nama seseorang. dan aku tak akan mencoba menatapnya untuk yang ke-11 kalinya nanti di kantin.

sesampainya di kantin sekolah, kulihat Jessica, Alistair dan Alaina sedang menggangu Ellein yang kebetulan sedang duduk dengan laki-laki ter-hot di sekolahku, well, at least itu yang pernah Martha bilang ke aku saat kita masih duduk di kelas 6.

Geng cantik itu mengeluarkan cakar mereka dan yang membuatku tercengang adalah keluarnya darah segar dari tangan alabasternya Ellein. semua teman sekelasku dan murid yang berada di kantin langsung berdiri dan mulai berlarian ke arahnya. termasuk Martha dan Dan membuka mata lebar mereka dan hidung mereka menjadi lebar untuk mencium apa yang membuat mereka excited. kubuang makanan beserta nampan yang kubawa menuju ke meja kosong dan kuberlari tertatih-tatih ke arahnya juga. bukan untuk menyerangnya seperti yang lain tapi menolongnya. dia seorang manusia sepertiku. akhirnya. senyumanku hanya berkembang di hati saja saat mengetahui bahwa dia sepertiku tapi kututp semua hatiku untuk berlari dan menolongnya dengan senyuman masam ke yang lain. ku sobek t-shirtku dan kulipatkan ke kedua tanganku dengan segera. rasa sakit di kudua lengan dan kakiku tak terasa sama sekali.

kulihat Ellein berusaha keluar dari gerombolan orang tak normal itu dengan berteriak kepada mereka dengan keras. itu percuma, kataku dengan melompat ke arah wajah teman-temanku yang sekarang sudah tak ku kenal dan lebih ke wujud iblis. they are not my friends!!

Mereka tak menyerangku seperti mereka mau menyerang Ellein. ku tarik tangannya dan dia menamparku dengan keras sampai aku terjatuh. aku bangun lagi dan menaparnya juga, tak kuterima ada seorang perempuan menamparku kecuali ibuku atau -mungkin- my next pacarku. "aku sepertimu, musrid baru!!" teriakku dengan balasan mata lebar keluar dari bawah alisnya. ada ekspresi lega dari kerlipan matanya.

tangannya telah tertutup oleh t-shirt baruku dari London. tapi scent darah segar Ellein masih tetpa tercium. sial aku tak membawa parfum tak beraromanya ayah yang dia semprotkan ke tangan dan kakiku pagi ini di mobil, teringatku. ku mendapat cakaran dari iblis-iblis itu, begitu aku menyebutnya. tapi beruntung itu hanya menjadi tanda merah di dada dan tubuhku dan tak mengeluarkan darah. ku tendang dengan sekuat tenaga mereka yang telah banyak berkerumun di depan aku dan Ellein. tapi tak berhasil menjatuhkan mereka malah membuat kakiku sakit. Ellein juga menampar wajah-wajah mereka yang berusaha untuk "mencium" lehernya. tapi tak ada kata-kata "owww, sakit!" dari mulut mereka. ku tendangkan kakiku untuk terakhir kalinya dan berhasil membuat celah untuk kita keluar dari kerumunan itu.

ketika kita mulai berlari dan meninggalkan mereka di belakang. rambut hitam panjangnya Ellein tersangkut ke jari-jari mereka. dia merogoh tangannya ke saku celana panjangnya dan keluarlah sebuah gunting kecil. ku pikir itu akan digunakan untuk memotong jari-jari itu tapi dia malah memotong rambut tipisnya dengan hitungan detik terlepaslah dia dari tangan ayang akan memakannya hidup-hidup.

kuterjatuh dikolam kantin karena tarikan mereka, Ellein menopangku dan kita mulai berlari ke arah mana saja. maksudku dia! karena dia murid baru. ku sarankan membawaku ke ruang guru tapi banyak guru yang sudah menjadi iblis dan siap menerkam kita. kita langsung menuju ruang uks dan menyuruhnya menutupnya dengan apapun. tapi dia terdorong jatuh dengan keras..

CHAPTER FIVE : Murid Baru

ayah menopangku jalan kesekolah dengan perban besar dan tebal di lengan dan lututku. dia juga menyeprotkan sejenis parfum tidak berbau di sekitarnya. ayah masih saja telihat apanik akibat kejadian ini. mungkin perjalanan ke sekolah Alec, dia akan memikirkan bahwa dia telah salah menempatkan aku di sekolah ini. mungkin juga aku akan di pindahkan ke daerah yang aman. daerah karantina! at least, aku tak perlu memikirkannya sekarang. karena Martha sudah menungguku di depan tangga menuju kelasku dengan keadaan yang lebih baik.

aku masuk ke kelas dengan bantuan Martha, dia sangat perhatian dan tak pernah terpikir olehku bahwa dia juga sangat berbahaya. begitupun teman sekelasku bahkan semua orang yang ada di sekolah ku. ini kejadian kedua yang terjadi pada bulan ini. my life is on the stake!!

Aku mulai menengokkan kepalaku ke arah kiri dan kulihat Martha sedang menuliskan sesuatu ke kertas yang berada didepannya dengan spidol berwarna hijau tosca, kesukaannya. ku arahkan perhatianku ke arah kanan sekarang dan kulihat Jessica, melihat kerahku dan biasa mengeluarkan satu kata kepadaku, sudah bosan aku mendengarnya dan melihat ekspresinya, "What?"tentu saja tetap kelihatan menawan seperti biasanya tapi sangat arrogant buat tipeku. di belakang, Shia dan Alonzo bercakap tentang pertandingan basket yang bakal terjadi di sekolah ini melawan tim bebuyutan basket kita minggu depan. satu pertandingan yang bakalan aku tinggalkan dan memang tak seharusnya ku berada. Didepanku, Dan menatap dan mulai bertanya, "Sudah selesai belum PR bahasa perancisnya, boleh liat?" dengan muka dungunya menatapku. ku jawab saja, "belum!" dan ambil beberapa buku paket bahasa perancis di tasku dan kita semua akan kena masalah dengan Bu Sabine, guru bahasa prancis kita kecuali untuk Jaques, yang notabene, berasal dari negri romantis itu.

Bu Sabine masuk dengan mengandeng tangan putih alabaster seorang gadis baru yang memang baru kulihat saat itu juga. di senyum lebar ke seluruh orang yang ada di kelas, senyumannya mengalahkan senyuman manis, slash, arrogantnya Jessica, senyuman evilishnya yang kusuka sih, Abbey dan senyuman yang setia kuterima setiap harinya Martha bahkan Senyuman orang perancisnya Bu Sabine yang kusuka pun ikutan kalah. tak hanya senyum ke semua orang yang berdasa di kelas, mungkin dia senyum kesemua benda yang ada di kelas -lumayan-besar kami. agak aneh banget tapi mungkin gadis ini adalah gadis keturunan psyCHIC yang akan aku selidiki.

Bu Sabinepun mendorong gadis ini kedepan ruangan kami. dia masih tersenyum lebar dan mulai berkata, " Hai, aku Ellein dan aku anak pindahan dari sekolah high tormeii!" senyumnya makin lebar. dan kuperhatikan sekelilingku dan mereka tercenga dengan takjub. aku sendiri juga ikutan. bkan karena cantiknya gadis baru ini- yah termasuk sih- karena dia berasal dari sekolah High Tormeii!! what the hell she is thinking, pindah ke sini, pikirku.

"Jelek!" Jessica menyeletuk. diikuti dengan suara cekikikan geng setianya, si kembar Alaina dan Alistair. Dan pun menyela, " nggak baik menyambut teman baru kita dengan berkata begitu!" dan Bu Sabine mengganguk setuju. Alaina mulai ikutan, "go to hell, Nerd! " katanya ke Dan sambil mengibaskan rambut pirangnya ke belakang, yang pasti membuat Nathaniel tambah kesal hari ini. dia sangat benci rambut pirang panjang.

Bu sabine mengambil alih dengan berkata, "berikan bangkumu untuk Ellein, Jess!" Jessica tercenga lebih lebar lagi dan semuanya pun tertawa. "But..." Jessica ingin menyangah tapi terburu Bu Sabine berkata lagi, "Now!!!" dengan keras..

CHAPTER FOUR : Martha mencoba mengigitku

untunglah orang rumah sudah datang kembali dari London dan biasanya diriku pergi sendirian ke sekolah, ayah mengantar kami. Alec yang mengesalkan duduk didepan dengan ayah, mendengarkan music melalui i-phonesnya dan kita bisa dengar lagu apa yang sedang diputar di music playernya sekarang, lagunya leona lewis. sungguh aneh tapi aku juga suka dengan lagu soundtracknya Avatar itu. tawaku kecil di bibir. sementara ayah sibuk menyetir dan menjawab telepon dari partner kerjanya di kantor, milli mulai bertanya sama ayah kalau dirinya tidak mau dijemput sepulang sekolah. "come on, mil!" kataku melotot kedirinya. ia masih sangat kecil untuk pulang bareng Markee, teman-garis miring- teman dekatnya. dia baru 10 tahun. aku saja belum punya teman dekat.

tiba-tiba telpon genggamku berdering keras dan ternyata Martha menelpon, menanyakan apakah aku dapat menjemputnya pagi ini. seperti biasa! dan seperti biasa pula kebilang ke dirinya bahwa aku tak bisa menjemputnya karena ayahku yang mengantarku. dan tiba-tiba pula ayah bercetus "kita akan jemput kamu, Martha!" kukecilkan mata kiriku dan kumonyongkan bibir kecilku kedepan dan bertanya-tanya dalam hati. "apa sih maunya ayah?" ayahku hanya tersenyum begitu juga Milli.

Martha naik ke mobil. kita duduk bertiga dibelakang mobil ayah yang lumayan berantakan karena kemarin habis dipakai jalan-jalan. dia duduk ditengah-tengah kami, aku dan Milli. ada sedikit yang aneh dari dirinya. tapi tak kuteruskan "scanning" aku pada dirinya. kulihat jendela mobil dan jalanan yang terus berjalan cepat..

Martha tiba tiba menggigitku dengan cepat. dua taringnya yang tajam keluar dari mulutnya yang penush dengan nafsu. "Martha, tenangkan dirimu!!" kataku keras. Milli mencengkram kepalanya supaya tidak ada taringnya yang menusuk ke bagian tubuhku. Alec sepertinya tak sadar apa yang sedand terjadi, dia tetap mengoyangkan keplanya mengikuti irama di lagunya, entah lagu keberapa dan lagu apa yang sedang terputar di playernya itu, saat ini bukan menjadi concern terbasar aku. Ayah tiba-tiba me-unlock pintu mobil dan mulailah aku terjatuh di jalan. untungnya ayah sudah memeperlambat laju mobilnya. luka ku semakin membuat Martha jadi gila. tak kusangka dia akan begitu terpengaruh dengan aliran darahku pagi-pagi buta ini.

CHAPTER THREE : Akhirnya Pulang

'JON! JON! JON!' teriak seorang wanita di pintu dengan mengetuk keras pintu depan rumah yang catnya sudah mulai terlupas. suara wanita kecil juga terdengar cerewet dengan disanggah suara berat pria yang kira-kira umurnya tiga tahun diatasku. sementara suara mesin mobilmasih menderu di perkarangan rumah.

'iya' kataku kecil. akhirnya kujulurkan kepalaku keluar jendela yang tepat diarah belakang tempat tidurku. dengan mata yang masih mengantuk, kulihat mereka tidak asing lagi buat diriku dan hidupku. mereka keluargaku. 'akhirnya kalian balik juga!' kataku sambil merintih kesakitan karena kepalaku terbentur lumayan keras ujung jendelaku.

'JON, kamu tidak pernah membersihkan rumahmu ini!' kata ibu sambil melotot ke arahku dengan membawa sebungkus kantong besar. kupikir itu adalah oleh-oleh untukku, atau juga bukan. Millianne menjulurkan lidahnya kepadaku dan berteriak keras saat melihat tumpukan baju kotor disamping kamar pinknya itu. Alec juga tertawa melihat dia dan menepuk pundakku dengan kata hi, buddy dengan senyum lebar. "gimana kabarmu selama dua minggu bebasmu?" kebalas saja dengan jawaban cetus, "it's hell!" diapun tertawa dan langsung naik tangga dan kekamarnya yang tak jauh dari kamarku.

kulihat ibu mengangkat semua baju kotorku disamping kamar Milli. dia sepertinya kelihatan kesal bangat. kurasa aku juga bisa seperti dia juga kalau anakku nanti melakukan hal yang sama seperti yang aku lakukan. tawaku kecil di hati.

kubuka pintu depan dan membiarkan tubuh ayahku masuk dengan tumpukan kardus di depan mukanya. "makasi, anakku!" katanya dengan cepat menuju ruang tamu dan diapun memintaku membantunya membawa barang-barang yang masih tertinggal di mobil. sepertinya masih banyak. kupanggil Alec untuk membantu tapi tak ada jawaban darinya. biar kuhajar dia saat aku keatas.

aku penasaran apa yang mereka bawa untukku dari cottagenya paman Ericson di London. aku berharap sih sesuai dengan keinginanku, tapi kutak berharap banyak karena biasanya mereka membelikan sesuatu yang tak sesuai dengan keinginanku. Alec dan Milli pasti yabg memilihnya dan mereka pasti sudah tertawa selama perjalanan pulang. pantesan kupingku terasa panas semenjak kemarin. kumajukan bibirku ini sambil mengangkat kardus-kardus kedalam rumah.

Duniaku.. Adaptasiku.. Peradabanku.

CHAPTER ONE ... Pagi ini

alarmku berbunyi keras pagi ini membangunkanku dari tidur yang belum cukup mantab , kukira!, kubergegas ke kamar mandi dan ku basuhkan air yang dingin ke tubuhku.. tidak membutuhkan waktu yang lama buat ku untuk memilih outfit pagi ini, kuambil keperluan pagiku dan wusssssssssss ku tancap gas.. diperjalanan ku hampir saja tertabrak dan ditabrak.

tertabrak oleh seorang tua bangka yang tak sabar menunggu lampu merah berganti menjadi hijau, tapi sepertinya tampangnya lebih galak daripada aku yang hampir tertabrak olehnya, hmmmm sampai tujuan aku juga hampir ditabrak, tapi kali ini hampir ditabrak oleh seorang wanita geulis asal sunda, kalo tidak salah. "maaf yah!..." ucapnya manis. "it's ok!" ucapku terkesima...

..pikiranku masih ke gadis tersebut sampai di sekolah. What the..? kataku dalam hati. kulangsung keatas membawa kaki ini melaju dengan cepat karena ternyata aku telat 10 menit. pelajaran pertama pun dimulai dan itu membosankan- gurunya, pelajarannya atau aku yang membosankan- aku pun tak tahu!..

i just hope the bell rings soon enough, kataku dalam hati. yup, akhirnya bellpun berdentang keras. Guru bahasa inggrisku memanggilku dengan keras.. "JON!!" "Yeah, sir!" kataku dengan kaget. ternyata dia menyuruhku membantunya membawa lembar paper test kemarin kee ruangannya. nggak tahu kenapa pas ditangga, kepalaku ter...tatih kepusingan dan terjungkalah aku ke bawah dan ...

jatuh terbentur kepalaku.. ku langsung ke ruang uks sekolah tanpa mempedulikan paper test yang terbang berserakan di lantai tangga. darahku menetes deras dan membuat ku sangat gugup. ku langsung perban kepalau sendiri dengan tanganku yang memerah. mereka bereaksi sangat cepat dan ku kunci pintu rapat-rapat, ku menggigil ke ..

takutan dan mendorong meja besar coklat ke belakang pintu yang telah terkunci dan "Braaaaaaaaak!" mereka mencoba masuk dan ku pecahkan kaca uks karena ku pikir tak ada waktu untuk membuka kuncinya dan ku semprotkan pewangi ruangan supaya bau darahku tidak terdeteksi tapi mereka tetap menendang dan mencoba masuk ke ruangan sempit itu, dan ..

"Gosh!!" kataku dengan menghela keningku dengan perban yang telah kubalut di tanganku dengan rapat. ku buku pintu ruang uks dan berjalan ke kantin, rasanya tidak lapar lagi tapi ku harus makan karena ku tahu akau ada asma. sebelum ku belok ke kantin, ku berlari dan mengambil serakan kertas seraya membantu guru bhs ingg...risku yang tengah jongkok mengambil kertas-kertas putih itu.



CHAPTER TWO . Welcome to MY -only- world

welcome to my world! kayanya kata yang tepat untuk mengambarkan kehidupan baruku ini. sesuatu yang baru, lebih tepatnya, lingkungan yang baru. dua dunia yang berbeda. menyeramkan, mungkin, sudah jadi biasa bagiku. kita harus bisa jaga-jaga diri, lebih khususnya, aku. karena semua orang di duniaku ini siap memakanku hidup-hidup!

Kamis pagi yang cerah, biasa ku telat lagi ke sekolah. Martha menelponku meminta aku menjeputnya. jelas saja aku tak bisa, aku sedang mandi saat itu. oh ya, Martha adalah teman baikku, sangat baik bisa dibilang. dia dan aku sering nonton bareng. film terakhir yang kita tonton adalah REAL. film yang buat kita nunggu ber...jam-jam sampai kakiku pegel abis. dia sangat terharu oleh film itu.

film tentang manusia normal. tidak aneh bagiku.. hari ini kuharap tak ada yang berubah. tak ada yang aneh yang akan terjadi pada mereka. dan berimbas kepadaku. lagi.

kumasih ingat jelas banget Martha menagis di film itu, kalau dia adalah manusia normal, bisa dibilang itu tangisan palsu. dia hanya menghela pipinya yang tak basah sama sekali. lucu dan aneh tapi ku "ignore" saja selama film itu berlangsung

setelah nonton sama dia, kuantar dia pulang dan kubawa diriku juga pulang kerumah dan istirahat like forever for me. hari ini tak ada yang janggal sama sekali sama orang-orang di duniaku ini, asyik kataku dihati sambil menutup mata yang lelah ini.

sekarang jum'at dan aku berada di tangga menuju kamar ibuku. kuhanya melamun sendiri seperti orang tak ada kerjaan, emang, pikirku! "hmm roti isi telur buat sarapan pagi ini boleh juga!" nyataku sambil berjalan menuju dapur.

rumah yang besar dan tak pernah kurasakan seperti ini ketika ibu, bapak, adik dan kakakku ada disini. tapi rindu juga sama mereka. "hope they have good trip!" cetusku sambil mencuci satu piring dari tumpukan piring kotor di wastafel. anak cowok ditinggal sendiri di rumah jadinya begini.

ku melihat ujung jalan menuju kamar Alec dan penuh dengan bungkusan snacks yang ku beli hari kemarin setelah mengantar Martha pulang. ku alihkan perhatianku dekat kamar Millianne, sudah menumpuk baju dan kaus kaki kotorku. kasian dia, kamarnya dekat dengan laundry basket!

Independence Day in '09

Indonesian Independence Day is going to be two days away and all the people get ready to it with putting Indonesian flag in front of their houses.

what about you, guys?

is there any flags (our flags) in front of your house?
is it important or it isn't?

JW MARRIOT & RITZ CARLTON TRAGEDY

Saturday, 18 July 2008
One day after the tragedy.

After I saw the tragedy in JW Marriot and Ritz Carlton, I feel so sad and afraid. It is because there are many victims.
Many people said that it was suicide bombing, I think, if the terrorist want to suicide, please don’t involve the innocent, right?
I’m afraid because If I am in a public place and suddenly, the bomb explodes, of course I’ll die. Oh No!
Strangely, the security in the place is always very strict but it happened again.
Well, I’m just hoping for Indonesian terrorist to get their right road to God!!
-NOVIA FIDIANTI- 3rdgrader

I don’t believe it firstly because I got the news from my friends and didn’t see it on my own eyes. After I watched the news on the TV, now I believe that there was a bomb!
-FIKRI ARRAHMANSYAH- 2ndgrader

About the amateur video of the bomb, I think it’s not very human because how easy to kill the innocent people. I don’t know if they got ordered or by themselves. Many people think, it connects to the national election, maybe there is jealousy or envious about the result but that would be the worst people for me.
-MUTIARA LARASATI- 2ndgrader

I am so sad because of what they have done. Of course they are very cruel and sinful because killing many people over there and making their family sad.
-LULU APRIANTI- 2ndgrader

I think, seeing yesterday tragedy in JW Marriot and Ritz Carlton, I feel so sad because many people died and MU player didn’t come. I’m afraid because there will be another bomb.
-DESKA- 3rdgrader

When I heard the news about bomb in Mega Kuningan, I feel sorry to our sister and brother who get bombed. They are injured and died because of the bomb.
-IRMA SURYANI- 2ndgrader

He is very irresponsible because of killing the innocent. This tragedy has been happening for the second time in JW Marriot. I am furious to the terrorist who never stop.
-M. RAFLI- 2ndgrader

I hear about the tragedy of bombing in two hotel in Kuningan.
What is their goal to bomb that place?
And what is their fault?
I feel sorry to the kid and the rest who didn’t know the business and became the victim!
-FADILAH UTAMI- 2ndgrader

In the morning of 17th July 2009 comes the unforgettable tragedy in Mega Kuningan area. Two bombs exploded in JW Marriot and Ritz Carlton hotel. The tragedy killed 9 people and it’s very sad for me.
-RAHMAT RUDI- 2ndgrader

I am so sad because there are still many terrorists in Indonesia. The territory should get tighten because there have been many victims.
-EKO PRASETYO- 2ndgrader

I’m very shocked and sad when I heard a suicide bomb in JW Marriot. I am sad because many people get injured and died left their family. They should have been careful there and the security must have been watched more.
-SYLVIANA- 2ndgrader

It’s been twice! I’m shock and afraid knowing many victims there.
-CINDY- 3rdgrader

I don’t feel shock or sad but I don’t even think if in these two hotel got bombed. It will be shock to the victim’s family and I hope to their family can accept this tragedy with big heart.
-YATINAH- 2ndgrader

I think, the bomb is improperly because many innocent people got killed in a sudden. It’s a lesson to people.
In other hand, many people is disappointed because the top player that they have been waited is not going to come because this happening.
-AWLYA AS’SODRIKA MS- 3rdgrader

When I heard the news, I am very shock! And I feel sorry to the innocent people. They died and left their family. I grieve because of the tragedy.
-FAQIHAH HANIFAH- 2ndgrader

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So long so long SAVIOUR

" So long, So long time has come to say
So long, So long give me a warm of
So long, So long I'll be back in time
So soon So right!"

IPA 5 Eksis

setelah salah satu anak kelas ipa 5 ditanya, udah cek blog kk blum? trus da yang nyeletuk, kak kebanyakan ips 5 nya tuh, okeh dag sekarang waktunya kalian action
hehe

Buat Kalian Apasih yang Gak?

MULOK TIME, MY TIME

It was actually lot of time for them to do the test so I waited until the last minute (and I ordered my fellow teacher went up first so they didn't get more pressure to hurry)



Bangun Teuteup serius, masi kurang yah bantuan kak Anbya ato ga percaya makanya dcek lg! Ciecie



Imam was serious and nervous at the sametime! Mam, you're 1 of my favourite student in SAVIOUR!


Anung and Ayu sering colak colek loh yaa apalagi kl ga buat barteran. Anung was trying to focus and Ayu was so stress ya bukan krn muloknya kan? haha

*the rest pictures of Room 7, where SOC 4 in, have been uploaded in my previous posting about the same class!

From best to the best!

p.s. thanks for this candid pic Pep, me in the spirit!

I love teaching people who want to have new knowledge. I learnt from much too much in four years, to be the best teacher, how to be part of their environment, adapted, liked and made them behave well.

When you're in the education field, it's me and i do more respect in every side of the people especially to the teacher himself. Learning help smart to not smart student in a good way without judging them this and that.

There are many teachers or even the master who have precious knowledge and a very high degree. Can they teach well? No, i don't think so. Because teaching is more than delivering the lesson. Ah ah more that, honey!

Even myself, i am still trying to be the best teacher! Days are changing so are the students! Get it?

I'm not going to be the teacher forever so i take this as a long journey to have a great experience meeting and more importantly educating them to be good and have knowledge that i've explained. It's priceless and i won't trade it to other!

The job is uneasy! It's harder!

Maybe i can't travel around the world now just yet but i do travel around people's mind like our wide globe to explore, i think it's wider!

Educate will be good word than Teach for me!

Bla Bla notes

I like watching people and don't quite like it if i were them but let's face and play fair, i'll be so okay with it! But don't judge subjectively on me cause i don't do it!

Watching them is like watching me a few years a go and wonder what the watchman would say and do if i do cheat or what!



I technically gave them one shot to cheat and i consider that as a chance because they actually see me in the first place. Did they cheat smartly or not? You judge yourself or if you don't know the answer, you can give me a comment and i'll explain.

It's almost 8 and they seemed tired of trying and thanks for bpk Tatang for being a good watchman, always go around and this time i just sat down but my eyes kept watching them.

The 1st Grade, Room 23

At 10 that day, i was still here in Room 24 watching over the 1st grade students for their last test of the day, Art test! That time was Music test! They were stress and i could feel every breathe that they take and every stare to me! Hehe

if i were them at their place doing that piece of test paper only contain a line and a sign that we must fill, i would cry huhu (gak jg si, yg pasti stress bis) it was so difficult apalagi they said the teacher seldom to come to the class What! So i suggest to them write down their complain like, " i don't get it please explain again" kind of thing.

Some faces said it with ADUUH things palagi when the other watchman walked to the back and the front-seated students exhaled loudly and the rest followed
so funny! They laughed stressfully!

I agreed with them. It was hard time! But i do hope that you'll get the re-explanation, the better one!

The 1st grade is getting closer to me so the 3rd grade during my Brave-to speak-it mission in 2nd class. Even they are now in FB. We're getting know better there, nice to meet you guys!

Old VS New students

You know what, the technology is getting better! And it makes our live easier, i bet you can feel it!

When we're talking about technology, it'll be no end, right? Let's say to the Internet And nowadays many students are on it (read: addict to it) and it makes their live colourful and of course, easier to find things

so what's the difference of the old and new students? The old school students have no access to the technology (most of them) and it makes them have a stronger determination and not giving up easily on things. So different with the new school students who get everything stored for them and actually makes them lazier and giving up easily on things cause they become more practical or find thing which is more practice, especially what i've seen with the test.

For those who use their brain to the technology, they will be smarter. And new school students are smarter outside the school while the opposite is so smart at school and has little link outside. It's about Gaul thing, you know what i mean.

In manner, hmm the old one is way more polite to their teacher than the opposite. They respect their teacher and try not to talk a lot while the teacher's explaining but they are not lebay like the new school students. Lebay here means expressive. They tell what they want if they brave enough (you can count!) to the teacher face while the opposite is trying to accept or speak it to the other about their complaint.

Well, we're going to change to something better based on our time requirements!

My Favourite Student

I like to see a student who's trying hard to achieve the maximum result.

For instance the 3rd grade student that i've watched over, It's okay to cheat one or two like Markus, just spotted!. I like his attitude, so cool man, cause he straight put his headphone on and did the Bahasa test while his friends stressed out and gave up easily.

My favourite student will be someone who is not giving up easily in every test. At least, he tries to it and actually it's okay to cheat but please do cheat with the brain a.k.a with smart! And if you don't know the answer especially in essay, do write your own story based on the knowledge that you've got from your teacher explanation, and good teacher would be better if he let the student answer the question with no exact words on the book, that will be frustruated even to me!

Are you the favourite one?

Suddenly Monday

It was Monday and i was alone to keep watching students but not only i got the wrong class but also wrong partner haha



i took my leader rule to share the paper alone and bla bla thing and they were actually, happy to have me until this man came in but that was okay cause he made my job easier. Anyway, i've been like investigated by him, not letting me have my own space to get the air cause i was sweating after taking the amal. Huhu
you know, he kept asking about me in the beginning where we should be watching them and spotting the student who hasn't shutted their mouth close.

Other Writing

The test time would be my reminiscing about my past like them...
Trying to figure the question out although i just remember some parts of the story and write it down on my own story like history subject, i reckon! That was what i told.

The situation
the test situation would be the same each year. It'll be so silent at first and if someone comes late, everyone in the room will be distracted. Oh yeah, if Drama Queen who comes late, she will make noisy things like what just happened! The sound of her shoes killed the silence haha
and it'll be noisier when it comes 10 to 5 minutes before the time's up. They need some help or just to match the answer! I totally am back to my years..


Room 10
i'm still in the room watching over the 3rd grade students doing their math. They stressed, no better reason cause it's math! I was in Science and i knew how it felt.
I just made them even more panic when i said 15 minutes more before it finished or 10 minutes more kind of thing but i love it! Haha
i just did what my teacher did when i was doing the math like them, haha
sorry! :-P

Room 24

Science Two

JOY, serious ato bingung joy!
LAKSMI, serious
LARAS, try to focus
MALIA, bisa!
M. ARIF, focus tnp kc mata
M. BAYU, santai
- ga masuk krn kecelakaan
MUTIA, so calm
NABIL, nenggok uyun muyu
NANDA, 'aduh!' ketika liat temen2na pd ngumpulin hehe
NOVI, senyum muyu
NUR, sejoli ma novi
NUR IKE, untung ada kk krn kertas km kcampur ma nak kelas 1
UYUN, tanya nabil mulu
RESTU, cukup serius tp
RISTINA, serius n pgn tauk kk nyatet ape
SATRIADHI, smile mulu ke bu suharti! Eh salah ya..
SEPTIANI, serious
TALITA, serius B.G.T
BIGAR, bukan calon politikus ni haha

one thing for sure, they used their time, valuable time when the watchman had a busy to sign the paper for the next session! Dasar kalian masa PKN pd kaga tauk c! Hehe

Math Session

Science 3

INDAH, serious + Bete
IRWANSYAH, kepala on the table. Chill out ,man!
IZZUDIN, ser-i-us
JERIKO, pussing!!!
MAULIDINA, otaq atiq her pencil case
MELVIN, pengen liat melvin serius disini nih haha tp ad muka lucuna jg haha
MICHAEL, wah dhajar tuh soal ma dia, ngarti bis kyna
M.FAJRI, hmm serious ato kaga ngarti? So calm
NINA, serius n bingung! Nah loh!
NOVI, mencoba serius
NUR, serius geelaa
PRIS, count on his lil towel to eradicate his confusion jd blank stares lg bis tuh
PUTRI BELLA, serius yah
RACHMI, rapi pake krudungan! :)
RADEN, kepanasan bu
RIZKA, cie cie serious ni yeh
SHARIATI, serious
YANMAY, bengong kelamaan bos!
YUNISA, serious abis krn dia ktutupan ma yan n shari jd ga keliatan d! ;)
YOGA, masih serious

it's hard day for me with Mr. Joni. At first, he spelled out some unclearly messages to students made them confuse and so did I right in the beginning about not to cheat. Now, he's reading NP (baca: Newspaper) and me, myself and I who am watching over the student who began to cheat 30mins ago. Thank God i'm good Watchman, remember! Hehe

it's math test and they need more paper to write the answer down and it started with Pris and the other making me go to Pak Rizal room to ask more paper! Thank God, he's nice person ya walopun at first nda mau kasih krn takut kurang jg dkelasnya. Mengerti pak!

Room 7

I should be in Room 21 right now before the changing!





At 7.35 A.M., they are..

ANISA, so quiet and serious
ANUNG, trying to answer the question, gt dung!
AYU, stressed!
BANGUN, payah ni masa dbantuin ma kk kelas! Ckckck
BERDI, teuteup usaha
BILL, kasian bener si duduk ddpn brg2 ma fatin LOL
DEVI, quite serious
ELVANIA, ngangguk2
ERIL, lumayan serious
EDU, trying to be focused
FATIN, confused!
HEDIA, bingung yah
IMAM, so serious
IMELIA, focus
IVAN, blank
JULIAN, mulai dag ma fatin
KARIMATUL, mulai dag
KUNTO, i think he's finished
MUH SANDY, gotcha!
MUH, kembaranya dkelas sblah haha bs jawab! Azeek.




It was my subject and bill kept asking to help, of course i didn't. Haha

they were serious because the teacher, who is me, was there! Haha

Room 10

2nd session in Social 5 room
MEILIANA, as always plain jane
META, serious in blackening the hole
NOVER, look at the paper
MUBARAQ, spacey! As always
BASUKI, not so ribut
NADIA, quite serious
NAILA, try to focus
NANDA, so focus
RANDY, calm or stress? Haha
RIDWAN, talk a lot with his 3rd grade mate
RIZKY, alone! Anak kelas 3na duluan hehe
ROBIATUL, who is he?
SABRINA, serious
SADIAH, huff huff
SHYNTIA, selesai! Bret bret!
TASYA, is your minyak kayu putih a lucky charm?
TRULY, focus
YAYANG, busy
YUNITA, 'so easy!' bgtulah ekspresina
DONNY, new student duduk ndirian




Once again i'm in Room 10
this time Geography test!
MEILIANA, biasa
META, blank at first
NOVER, bw contekkan kyna haha
MUBARAQ, late and as always spacey
BASUKI, kemana ni anak? Ternyata druang chusus!
NADIA, serious kalee
NAILA, bantuin nanda
NANDA, minta bntuan naila
RANDY, serious
RIDWAN, you know lah!
RIFQI, tanganya di kepala berarti puyeng haha
ROBIATUL, ??
SABRINA, serious amat
SAIDAH, distracted easily
SHINTYA, tmpt curhatanya ridwan haha
TASYA, tanya truly
TRULY, tanya tasya
YAYANG, serious enuff
YUNITA, serious bo
DONNY, serious




Room 10 is good class and i always say like that because shine goes through the class and love the situation, it ends up, the class loves me back! As a prove, i have been the watchman more than once! Iiih celem

BLOCK TEST WEEK!

UB (Ulangan Blok) stressed my students ouch! Because you know the reason why
i was part of 'the watchman' in accompanying them through it. They love or hate me, simply because i was really good watchman HaHA
I like watching my students trying hard and not giving up easily on the exam and Yipee most of them showing me that struggle.

Here's note that i've written during the exam, a note about my students and their attitude through the hard time, as they could say! ;-)

1st Room (Achmad to Loecis)
ACHMAD, plain jane
ADE, so serious
AGAPE, more serious and no left or right
TANGGUL, Spotted asking hayoo
FANYA, so relax
APSARI, look at the watchman for sometime
CHANDRA, like Agape, EGP pd situasi kelas!
DEFRIS, Mulai mulai
DIASTRI, dunno? Maybe too serious
DINA, rock it!
DINE, way more confuse and a mysterious paper! LOL
DINI, gotcha! cheating
EMI, so calm
FANI, Rock it, i think!
FINO, trying hard
FRIDA, busy calculating before din took it over!
INDAH PS, calm and calm
KIKI, trying to help her back-seated friend!
ENDY, starting to ask his front-seated friend!
LOECIS, seriously did it!

Somehow, if i told please to do it on your own, this is just a test and they won't mind it! No matter what this is TO, UB or even a little test, they will keep cheating for the best, or at least not in the bottom list of the class but after all WHAT FOR?




P.S : sorry for the noise a.k.a my gajebo voice (dunno why i did that!) haha